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I lay on my bed soaking my pillow with fear and tears
I try to remember exactly what it is that I fear
Is it the passing of time or the love I lack?
Is it the mistakes that I’ve made or the fact that I can’t bring the past back?

What is it that I’m afraid of?
Why am I so scared?
Is it the people I’ve hurt or the people that have hurt me?
Am I afraid of everything that I can’t seem to see?

Is it the love of a friend or the loss of family?
Is it the possibility that my life can end in a tragedy or comedy?
What is it that I fear most?
What do my eyes see that am scared of?

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Is it the sun that sets but won’t seem to rise?
Is it the hope that I have that always seems to die?
Is it the trust of a person that I cannot begin to grasp?
Is the memories of my horrid past?

Is it Me?
Can it possibly be that the thing I fear most is the thing I can’t be?
The things I try to understand.

The me that I try to be with when I’m feeling sad?
The person am expected to be, is that what I fear?
I think the thing I fear most is…The Me in Me!!!

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